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hello, you.

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
Watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
♥love, it's now or never

yours truly.

joanna
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child of God
SP, optometry

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Thursday, February 28, 2008

9:19 PM

hello peeepole! i'm backk!
with my results! :D
i got a GPA of 2.6, a major improvement from my 1.8 last semester!
not very good, but i'm satisfied this time round.
and i'm super happy that i do not have to forward any modules, even P&V Optics yo.
alrightttt~ shall work harder next semester(:
here are they anyway:

and and! went back to clubhouse to watch Lust Caution ( 色诫 ), this rated R21 "artsy" kind of movie set in Shanghai during the second world war, starring Tony Leung and Wang LeeHom. the sex scenes look so real can! and pretty abundant too, HAHA. but overall, it was a good movie, if you view it in a mature manner. the lead actress was so pitiful and and was really quite saddening that all the good people died in the end(hahaha spoiler).

took some pictures after the DVD:

sexaye legs! woot*

no work tommorow! and it would be Feb29 soon! i want to catch Leap Years badly. heard it's very nice:D

alright yo, sayonarahhhhhhhhhhhh~

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

9:41 PM

blogger is so super slowwwww T_T

started work yesterday, it is was like so boring! =X
out of the 9 hours, i think i only did real work for 2 hours can.
same for today. just stoning the rest of the time and scrolling the Excel page up and down. so fun):
all i do is to call up NS guys to ask them come down to collect their cheques and help them process when they do. and minimal filing and data entry. THAT'S ALL.
oh wells, i don't like it anyway. shall bring a book next time, hahah.

and my colleagues are such a crude bunch! they blurt expletives all the time, lol.
and today one of them, cass, received a prank sms that goes like this " you are great in bed".
and then after that almost the entire office starts discussing about sex lives and what not, in uncensored dialogue~ hahaha. then the girl whom i'm assisting, sister evelin, came over to cover my ears and chided the rest, rofl* she's very nice and never ever reprimanded me whenever i make those retarded mistakes! :/
and there's another colleague called Joanna too! now i'm immune to the name already luhhh. they call me "meimei" instead(:

my colleague's terripins!

so bored so bored.

butbutbut, i'm really bored over there, how?

Saturday, February 23, 2008

11:06 PM

i better start blogging before it gets mouldy here.
hmmm, first up, i've got a job! YAY!
thanks to my heavenly Daddy i believe! :D
oh anyway, it's a 5-day work week job, 830am to 6pm, at Tiong Bahru!
omg, this means that i have to wake up at like 630am everyday, alamakk~
pay's $6.50, and everything's sorta similar to Amex, so i'm not worrying too much(:
and i'm starting on Monday!

alrighttt~ day out with wilson yesterday! :D
HAHAHA we flow yo.
anyway, basically just nua-ed around JE before heading to town for his interview at Recruit Express. just sitting around and crapping is uber fun okayyy, although half of the time i always tio suan! rofl*

here are the pictures taken on that day. ~~gotta post more soon! that ass is GE-ing, so he hasn't replied me on msn.~~

omg, my room is messy yo.

i'm so into rubiks now, hahaha. almost bought one for my dad's bday, rofl*

went for meeting this morning, before heading for my cousin's housewarming in the evening.
and her house is HUGEEEE.
they have a private swimming pool and Karaoke system!
alamakk so shiok can! :D
and only my cousin and her susband lives there only luh.
ahhhhh~ life is unfair!! (HAHAHA juz jokingxzxzxz)
hoho but this is really what we would call "living in the laps of luxury", rofl*

ZAIZAIZAI~

i'm tired alr. starting to get sick of blogging. friendster also.
maybe i've moved on to the next phase of my life alr.
mature liao! HAHAHA.
i'm so lameeee yo.
but aiyah, i really don't like alr.

i've moved on, so should you.

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HAHAHA.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

8:19 PM

bad day)':

my elder sister is totally crazy. i am horribly disgusted with her behavior.
that crazed woman actually threw the hamsters down the rubbish chute! omg.

i cannot stand it any longer. all she does is to bring trouble to the house her entire life can.
despite her bad habits such as smoking/drinking and the occasional stunts (like the recent one when she brought the dog home), my parents still love her! why can't she just stop it! WHY CAN'T SHE STOP BREAKING THEIR HEARTS!!!!!

last night, she came back home from chalet to steal(yes, i'm using the word steal) a very expensive bottle of wine which my parents had purchased from the airport. without permission AT ALL. and when my dad came home in the afternoon and found out, they had a really big fight, in which she threw the 3 hamsters down the chute. just like that. how cruel, how senseless. cold-blooded monster.

my sister, the worst daughter.
she still receives a whopping amount of pocket money everyday even though she is still working.
she smokes, drinks and wastes money like whatever.
she's always pulling terrible stunts like quitting school or bringing dogs, cats and hamsters home.
she never helps in the housework, but instead leaves messes everywhere she goes.
her handphone bill is a hair-raising $200 every month.
her bf is fugly and useless.
she's rude to my parents ( this i cannot tolerate!)
MOST IMPORTANTLY, SHE BREAKS MY PARENTS' HEARTS WITH EACH STEP SHE TAKES.

Lord, i pray that You will change my sister from inside out like the way you did to me.
i can morph from a once-arrested shoplifter to what i am now, all thanks to Your ways and Your Words. i believe You can do the same to my sister. change her, as only You can. open up her eyes to the things unseen. it shall be my prayer that one day, even is she hold a lousy job, it shall be one that is decent, one that she can be contented with.

You tell me to love the unlovable.
love the undeserving.
love everyone, even those who curse myself.

but Lord,
you haven't seen my sister.

):):):):):):

thanks all for your concern! hahaha~
i'm okay! :D

Sunday, February 17, 2008

1:14 AM

it had been rather a whirlwind of madness for me these 3 days:D
lemme start from V-day on Thursday!

Thursday:
it's v-day sans any lover, but filled with friends instead! :D
early in the morning, something came thru the mail which really made my day~
it was from ah may! :D :D :D she had compiled a few pictures of me together with a few other close friends. hee, may is super sweet can! MUAHHHHHHH~

all that was inside.

YAY~ my favourite girls! :D

and then during the evening, me and evonne decided to head for JP to walk around((: i decided to ask jac and nigel along, but nigel couldn't make it in the end:/ so the other 2 girls and me went ahead instead and caught KungFu Dunk (2nd time for me!)~ ahh well, although it had been a short meetup, i still had loads of funny fun! :D

Friday:
went for an interview at jurong east in the morning. AND I NEED TO COMPLAIN! mr big-shot-wilson stood me up for 3 freakin' hours! rahhhhh~ that idiot overslept can :/ so in the end i went for the interview alone, which was located at 30th storey of JTC Building. i was so having a major panic attack while i was in the lift, HAHA. it feels as though the entire lift could plummet downwards any moment, ohmytian.

and and! i dunno why, but i had to suggest something stupid and a bunch of us ended up staying over at yongshen's house to play mahjong, hahah. but had fun as usual! sg, cherry,me, wilson and yongshen. and i only won a game can, sianjiphuaxzxz :/

at around 5am, me, sg and wils went for an early breakfast. chatted a whole lot about our past and private lives, heh. very interesting! :D

saturday:
collapsed in bed after reaching home at 7pm. woke up at 11am and headed for Malaysia (again), this time for my Grandmother's da shou( uhhhh, what's that in English?)! :D had loads of fun catching up with cousins whom i haven't seen for years~

oh yeah, we went back to my kampong home first, cos my parents wanted to pay respects to our ancestors. wahaha, miss that place can. but it doesn't have any chickens there anymore, sighh*

peektures! :D

more pictures of my daddy yo. i think he's uber handsome! gasp* shuai dai le~ HAHA

grandmomma on the phone with a cousin studying in UK who called to send her regards(:

i see this every year - the poor ang pao gets pushed back and forth for at least 2 minutes, HAHA. and this one had been going on for like 5mins, rofl*

daddy had to intervene before the ang pao gets shredded into pieces, hahah.

yay! i love my grandmomma! :D :D :D

alrightttt~
it's been a heavy post yooo.
214am alrdy, time to sleep! :D
goodnight, world.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

8:13 PM

4224.
i don't usually gamble. heck, i don't even know how to play dai dee or blackjack (or are both the same game?). the only card games i know are Cheat, Old Maid/Donkey/Happy Family, Heart Attack and Snap.
hahaha. i know your inner voice is screaming,
" LOSER LEH THIS FELLA~!"

but but! it's not that i never go try and learn luh! i did, but strange enough, i always forget the rules and blah the very next day, or sometimes even the very next round, haha. take mahjong for example. nigel taught me 2 times, my cousins too, and i also tried to play a very noob-ish kind of online mahjong before. but now, sadly right, i can't tell you what are the names of the pictures ( or whatever you call that) on the mahjong tiles to save my life, HAHA.
sometimes i can be quite a retard :/

but hmmm, why am i telling you guys all these?

BECAUSE I BOUGHT 4D FOR MY FIRST TIME TODAY! SMIRKS*

hahaha, the whole thing went like this:
me and momma were waiting for my dad at the kopitiam under my Grandparents' block today. then all of a sudden, we saw lotsa numbers spray-painted on a wall nearby. so i said (casually), " eh, buy 4224 lah~" haha, to my surprise, mom took out a 2-dollar note and asked me to go to the 4D shop nearby and buy 1 big, 1 small (whatever is that)! then she said if i really won, the winnings would be split 50/50 between us, rofl* (oh yah, i said 4224 cos' i anyhow picked a random line of numbers from the wall, heh)

so! i went to the counter trying to look as though i've been buying 4D for all my life, haha.
and i bought 4224! :D exciting leh!
but at the same time i also felt abit auntie. aiyeer sian~
and and! after i bought it, mom asked me to look out for the number on the road on the way home, lol!
but i sort of heck-ed that and fell asleep in the car, cos i didn't sleep at all the previous night, due to insomnia:/
and and! halfway through the ride, i was shaken awake by my mom, cos there was a car with the number plate 4224 just in front of us! thing is right, it wasn't just any number plate, but a red one! you know, those weekend cars which are only allowed before 7am and after 7pm on weekdays? :D

hahaha, i'm not superstitious here can. i just feel so much anticipation for tomorrow, when the results come out, heh.
i don't really care if i don't win, but it will be pretty cool if i did, agreed? :D
this is going to be my last time betting, haha, cos i really feel that it is such auntie behaviour to do so luh. just standing in the queue alone makes me feel so malu alrdy, ohmytian. HAHA.

anyway, my daddy was really quite dashing when he was young! ((:

haha sorry abit blur.

LOL abit random hor. but.

alrightttt~ it's only 9pm, but i feel like heading for an early night! :D
Goodnight world(:

5:57 AM

I will not make the same
mistakes that you did

I will not let myself
cause my heart
so much misery

I will not break
the way you did
you fell so hard

I've learned the hard way
to never let it get that far

Chorus:
Because of you,
I never stray too
far from the sidewalk

Because of you
I learned to play
on the safe side
so I don't get hurt

Because of you
I find it hard to trust
not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid.

I lose my way
and it's not to long before you
point it out

I cannot cry
because I know that's weakness
in your eyes

I'm forced to
fake a smile, a
laugh, every day
of my life

My heart can't possibly break when
it wasn't even whole to start with

// o5:58am in the morning, and i still can't sleep, darn.
i didn't know Yakult has such effects:/

Monday, February 11, 2008

1:01 AM

oh hell, i'm so addicted to some songs now.
-because of you by kelly clarkson
-when you're gone and i don't give a damn by avril lavigne
-a moment like this by leona lewis
-what hurts the most by rascal flatts
-high school never ends by bowling for soup
-because i'm a girl (korean) by KISS
-我不想忘记你 by 郭静

yes, i know i'm such a loser.
these songs have been around since like forever, haha.
but this is what you get when you sit me on a chair in a room for 12 hours straight.
nolifenolifenolife~
it almost makes me want to go back to mugging.

well, almost.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

12:04 PM

i had a horrible dream just now )':
in it, 2 friends of mine fell off a roller coaster and landed right in front of me, dead and eyes open wide in fear.
and then i remembered a boyfriend of one of them called at that instant and the rest of us lied that she was having a nap:/

when i woke up, the first thought that went went through my mind was - "life is so fragile."
really, no kidding. emo as it sounds, we can really die any moment.
so please do cherish everyone around you, especially family! =X

alrightttt~ enough of the emo-ish stuff.
came across this blog yesterday. he was featured as NuffNang's top bloggers, on par with other famous blogs such as XiaXue, Mr Miyagi or Dawn. and he is only a year older than me!
hahaha, the point is, he looks so much like Yan Ya Lun (Arron) from Fahrenheit! the hair especially. LOOK!

This is Arron Yan from Fahrenheit:

And this is Ben, aka TypicalBen:

LOOK ALIKE HOR!
hahaha, and his blog is interesting, so go read! :D
click here.

HEE.

Saturday, February 9, 2008

10:27 PM

went for a reunion dinner with relatives from my momma's side :D
supposed to meet at noon at Outram Park, but me and jie slept till 11am, heh.
so we decided to cab down instead to this revolving restaurant near Sentosa.
so so fascinating okay. the entire restaurant revolves slowly while we were eating, so one moment we were facing the Merlion, the other we were looking down at the Keppel Port. haha.
anway, it was great catching up with all the cousins and elders, and the food was great! :D

after that, me and my sisters tagged along with some cousins to an uncle's house to bai nian, before heading to another aunt's house for a party at her house. and i " lao yu sheng-ed" (whatever you call that in English) for the second time of the day, hahaha ;D

and and! momma and dadda are returning home from Vietnam tomorrow! hee (:

peektures! :D