i had so much exciting things to blog about, but i guess i shall do so another day.

some really nasty stuff happened yesterday. and all of a sudden it dawned on me how ugly the world can get. one moment you can have someone being an angel to you, and then bam! all of a sudden all these disintegrates and all you get is raw, disgusting
anger. how many masks can someone wear at the same time, strip them all away and you
will see so much disappointment beneath the surface.

after all that drama that happened last night, i abandoned my logistics comm. stuff and ran straight to bed and forced myself to sleep it all away. part of me was hoping it was all a dream, but the other part was kinda relieved all these finally came to an end. it's such a pity to lose a friend just like that. but someone's gotta move.

"frankly speaking i don't like your character."
no one can fathom how i felt when i saw this. coming from someone i felt had been one of my best soulmates. i just stoned for a few minutes. then i went to confide in Evonne. she's an awesome leader~ i felt so much better after that talk. and yes, no one can take away my dignity.

and forever i shall guard my heart.

this song is so nice and meaningful. been listening to it the whole morning.


洋蔥

詞:阿信(五月天)
曲:阿信(五月天)
編曲：周恆毅　
合唱：周佳佑

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到
心碎的声音

沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气

大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我
笑得多合群

盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望
装得很风趣

我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情

agnes
alicia koh
angela
cindy
clara
cynthia
davin
erlinna
evonne(:
felicia
geraldine
glenda
hweenyen
huimin
huiyan
jac(:
jinne
jing lan
jorge
kaisim
kenneth
melvin
may(:
seokhoon
sheena
siewhan
shirley
shirlyn
shuli
siew geok
winnie
yayuan
yeeting
yin ling
yongsheng
zelda
zengyang


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